Feb 02
With my future more and more uncertain, I am regressing. I have been avoiding my boyfriend like the plague. I don’t want to talk to him. I’m already so attached. WHat happens when I leave? I don’t want to have to feel that pain. I want to make a clean break. He is clouding my judgement, my logic. I know that when I leave, it’ll feel like someone reached into my chest and tore my heart out.
Love just complicates things. I have always been afraid of feeling but he made me comfortable. Vulnerable. I know I should cherish these last few months together but I’m so scare
What should I do?
