I’m tired of this shit
Here’s a brief background: my mom is a train wreck, i have an 8 year old little sister, i’m 20, my mom’s friend is our roommate who watches my sister and helps my mom out, my mom has no car, my little sister’s father is a deadbeat loser who doesn’t help my mom out at all
The current house we’re renting is going into foreclosure so my mom found another house to rent 5 minutes away but our roommate wants to move out. He has a new girlfriend and he’s tired of dealing with my mom. They’ve been arguing nonstop and he flat out told my mom tonight that he doesn’t want to live with us anymore. So i talked to my older sister today about the situation that is going on at home. She is worried about what will happen to my little sister if I leave right? So here’s the kicker: SHE TOLD ME THAT I SHOULD NOT LEAVE MY MOM AND STAY TO LOOK OUT FOR MY LITTLE SISTER. What the fuck? Last September, she left and never looked back. She doesn’t call and i have to hunt her down just to tell her what’s going on.
Why should I have to suffer for my mom’s mistakes? Why should I be held accountable for my little sister? She is not my daughter, I did not get pregnant and decide to have her and I did not lay up with a loser. I love love LOVE my little sister to death but I am tired of dealing with my mom’s bullshit. I already had to take a year off from school because she messed up. I am tired of being there to clean up her messes or to provide a stability for my little sister.
WHAT ABOUT MY LIFE??!!!! WHAT ABOUT ME????!!! I AM FUCKING TIRED MAN! I can’t even believe the nerve my older sister had to say that I should stay. SHe didn’t stay. I already have. Why should I be tied down here? Why should I go down with this sinking ship? I just want out.
Like really?
